Timothy Allen Johnston was a conman, not a very
respectable career and not one he chose, it happened out of necessity. He was
thrown out of his house when he was 15 and had to learn how to fend for
himself. He was on the streets because none of his friends were in any position
to help. He listened to punk rock music and had a bad attitude, he didn’t ask
for help because he didn’t want it. His parents threw him out. Now, every adult
was in support of them, in his eyes. He hit streets running, full of spite, anger
and eventually found other kids like him and with the same attitude.
They
hustled people all day for food and other necessities. Panhandling only really
pays when you’re disabled or are a veteran. So they got creative and got a
broken radio out of the trash. One of them would carry it down the street like
it was together bump into the back of someone, throw the radio down and claim
they broke it. If the hustle didn’t work and the mark wasn’t going to pony up
the cash the others would slowly surround them carrying chains and knives. They
worked like a pride of lions, precise and quick. If they had to surround them
they usually gave up their whole wallet in fear. They called their crew the
Punk Rock Alley Kids. P-R-A-K. And they were taggers.
They would descend on a spot as a group and they
would leave behind a street mural, put up clandestinely with spray paint. Most
crews just put up their blocks but six feet tall. P-R-A-K wasn’t enough for
these kids they had one guy they called Bezerk who could really paint with
shadow and light and used relevant subject matter to the neighborhood. They
picked spots that would be seen so they could get “fame” but not so open that
they get busted. P-R-A-K heard of a old tagger who now didn’t tag his name but
put up murals of the Virgin Mary. At train stations, bus stops, always city or
county property never on private property. PRAK operated under the same
rules. But there were tagging crews who tag-banged, it’s when they go after
other crews and shoot at them or want to fight. That’s when Tim first fired a
gun. The crew had to protect themselves and while Bezerk worked his magic with
paint, Tim had his back with a .38.
But that was kids stuff and eventually they
outgrew the street life. Bezerk moved in with his Grandma. And Tim had nowhere
to go so he grew into a predator. He would befriend total strangers from the
library or the park. He would make up some kind of story like his girlfriend
left him and they were on vacation or he can’t go home because his roommate has
a drug problem, some kind of story usually tailored for the mark. He only
approach soft marks, easily taken advantage of.
He would win over their trust and get in their
house. He would decide how long he would stay and what, if anything, that he
wanted to take. Then in the morning he’d either weasel his way into their
hearts, if possible, but at least their homes or work them over for some money
at least and hopefully some clothes, if he was leaving. He usually found women,
the men who invited him home always wanted something else. Usually middle-aged
women whom have been around the block with a husband they are divorced from.
Lonely, needy and thinking that they are too smart to be taken, Tim moves in.
Tim has always been alone, he has no friends and
nobody really knows him. He’s never had a job or a place of his own. He’s never
been honest with anyone and now he has keys to three different residences of
three different women. He’s 27 years old and playing his game. He’s never
thought someone else would be playing, too.
First there’s Lindsay, a pale chubby white woman
whom he has wrapped around his finger and who doesn’t expect much in return. A
little sex goes a long way. She has an apartment on the west side among
neighborhoods of million dollar homes, it was quite out of place. It sat next
door to the only market around, where drivers passing through would stop for
coffee on the way to work and the wealthy alcoholics would buy booze, thinking
that if they shopped their, that nobody would know. He told her that he was a
long haul trucker and he pulled his truck into a nearby town and he would
hitchhike to her neighborhood and go to her apartment when he came to town. She
had been married before to some degenerate who put hands on her whenever she
didn’t obey. For Tim, she never had to obey, when they were together, it was
whatever she wanted to do. Timothy knew how to treat a woman, to get what he
wanted. And he poured it on.
“You look beautiful, Jill, why don’t we go out
tonight.” Tim said.
“Oh, Thank you,” Jill says shyly, “Where do you
want to go?” Jill asked.
“Your choice, my dear, and cost is not an issue, I
just dropped off a load, I got some money.” Tim would say, completely
fabricating the story. He didn’t drop off a load but came from another woman’s
house.
“Thank you, you always treat me so well.” an
oblivious Jill responds.
“That’s because I love you.” Tim said not even
knowing what the word means much less what it implies to a woman. He was
bullshitting her to the Nth degree as she was lapping it up like a starving
dog. That wasn’t far from the truth, she was starving, for attention, and those
women were like sitting ducks for Tim. Tim would take her out for a nice dinner
and actually listen to her talk about girlfriends she used to have. Now she has
none, since she moved into this apartment. It was out of her neighborhood but
she wanted to get out of there. She grew up in and lived there all her life,
but she had a possessive boyfriend who made fun of her because she needed
someone to take care of her. Well, she was showing him, all of them, that she
could take care of herself. Her parents had both died 10 years ago in a car
accident. She bailed one day after she found the apartment that she told no one
about. She just up and left never to come back, in her mind, at least. She had
something to prove to the neighborhood but to herself also. She was still in
morning from her parent’s death, she had a problem letting go, and latching on
to comfort due to it. She had had a boyfriend a year since their death. She
showed signs of Clinical Depression but was never diagnosed.
And then there was Dana. Tim didn’t know what
nationality she was but she had olive skin and green eyes and that’s all he
really saw. He was bowled over by her obvious belief that she knew men. She was
a clerk at a bookstore and was introverted and a bookworm. She would work all
day stocking shelves full of everything from The Book of Virtues to For
Whom the Bell Tolls then come home and read tawdry romance novels. They
were like television to her, she didn’t own one of those, and she needed her
nightly fix. And that’s what they were, a fix for the hole that her ex-husband
left. He left when she wouldn’t perform certain sexual acts that he knew she
didn’t like before they were married. Did he really think marriage would change
that? Well, it didn’t so after a long and loud fight, their first, he called
her prude and took off. She cried but recovered quickly, that’s when she
realized she was in a marriage without love. That scared her. She didn’t know
how she let herself go through with the whole planning and executing a wedding
without loving the man, or not knowing that she did not love him. She promised
herself she would be more careful next time. Tim had to work on her, so he started frequenting the bookstore. He’d
show her how much she knew about men. He got to know her by prying open that
broken heart by dropping his scant literary knowledge at just the right time in
the conversation for him to be complimenting her and making himself look
intelligent. It took a lot of patience, but Tim developed that long ago. After
getting closer to her, enough to read her, he knew that she went home at night
and read. She eventually told him that she read romance novels, that’s when he
knew that she had a weak spot, that she was lonely and probably only had cats
to comfort her. And they did a good job, but the thing about people, Tim
learned, is that they almost always want human companionship unless they’re on
drugs. And when he got in Dana home he found that she wanted it but put up a
wall so people wouldn’t get in. But Tim found the secret door that even Dana
didn’t know she had. When he came along, the romance novels stopped and Tim
knew just want all of his marks wanted.
“Dana, want to go for a walk?” Tim asks.
“Yeah, sure, let me just grab my keys,” Dana says
as she reaches over a stack of reference books on the dining room table, “where
do you wanna go?”
“Down to the park and back, how’s that?” Tim asks
knowing the answer.
“That would be nice.” Dana says smiling, in her
leatard. Dana was only 5’2” and
almost looked like a little girl but she didn’t carry herself like a little
girl but all that confidence she appears to have is all a lie. And she didn’t
act like she knew all about men around Tim.
And last, but most certainly not least, there was
Carmen she was a petite little Latina he met at a coffee house while in line
for his double espresso machiato, she was getting a cup a chamomile tea. They bumped into each other then began
chatting, they took a table and talked more and then Tim got to the point.
“Hey, listen, I’d really like to talk to you more,
is your place close?” Tim asks a question and imposes himself with one
sentence.
“Sure, it’s just around the corner, do you want to
come over?” Carmen asks. Tim was blown away, he’s never been invited into
someone’s home. They finished their drinks then Carmen offered to drive, as if
Tim had a car, and he accepted. She drove a red sports car, one that Tim didn’t
know the name of. She had a condo that she paid for by herself. She said that
she worked in a bank, before Tim could get any stupid ideas, she offered him a
drink,
“Sure, Vodka on the rocks, thanks.” Tim said.
“So, do you like music,” Carmen was already on her
way to the stereo.
“She put some Jimi Hendrix, the song “Angel” and
started grooving with the music. She lit incense when Manic Depression came on.
“Tell the truth Jimi!” she says as if he’s in the corner playing the blues. Tim
was in awe of this petite little Latina he saw as a weak little flower, she was
not. He could still manipulate her but it would take methods that he would have
to develop on the fly. And he didn’t know what he wanted from her whether it be
monitary or otherwise, but he did know that he was genuinely attracted to her.
She drew him in, it was magical, he was at her mercy and didn’t even know it,
yet. They sat and drank late into the night. He didn’t have to pry to get to
know her , she was very upfront. Tim sensed that she needed a friend and he
was, of course, willing. But he was getting a little drunk and didn’t notice
that Carmen was.
“You sure hold your liquor good, I mean, for a
woman.” Tim said not realizing what sexist was nor that he just stepped right
in it’s rose bed. Carmen did and she was holding her liquor so well because she
wasn’t actually drinking. She was drinking 7 up saying it was a gin and tonic.
“Yeah, well,” ignoring the sexist remark, “for a
woman, I drink by myself a lot.” Carmen lies like a cheap rug. Just what Tim
thought, she needed a friend.
“I
couldn’t possibly walk home right now, nor can you drive with all that alcohol
on your breath, do you mind if I sleep on your couch just for the night?” Tim
was such a good conman he could do it drunk, actually he was a little too
aggressive when drunk and has messed up a couple times and slept at the bus
station because of it.
“Yeah sure, we can’t have you getting arrested.”
Carmen said with a smirk that Tim didn’t catch and wouldn’t understand if he
did. Carmen went and took a shower leaving him alone in her house, he could
have stole the TV and everything else, although the TV looked dusty like it had
never been used. Tim surmised that she did not spend a lot of time at home. He
sat on the couch and watched his world slightly spin in front of him. He didn’t
worry about hangovers, he had a bag of cross-top pills. They are like speed and
they put that hangover to rest immediately, the headache might linger a bit but
the physical nastiness and inability to get off your ass go in about 30
minutes. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back on head pads attached to
the brown courduroy couch when Carmen came out of the hallway, white Cashere
robe, hair up in terry cloth towel, face devoid of make up and still looked
beautiful. ‘Holy shit’ Tim thought this woman takes care of herself. Not the
usual mark he picks. He thought that maybe she would take care of him.
“Can you do a favor for me? Could you walk a
package over to my Grandma’s house for me, she needs groceries but can’t leave
the house so I bring her groceries once a week, but I can’t walk that far right
now.” Carmen explains.
“Sure, I guess, it’s not a bomb or something,
right.” Tim says with a chuckle. Carmen goes to the kitchen for a moment and
comes up with a package wrapped in brown paper. Tim isn’t paying attention.
“OK, c’mere,” she hands him the package and he
starts to walk away with it, “Oh, here.” She tosses him a key to the condo.
“And do not make copies, I know every locksmith and they know me, if you
know what I mean.” Tim didn’t know what she meant, but replied.
“Yeah, sure, no worries, but can my girlfriend
come over if we don’t have sex.”
“Hele Keller could tell you haven’t been laid in a
long time, don’t try to bullshit me.” Carmen replied holding herself back. Tim turned red and felt powerless for
once. A woman took his power away. She thought she had him figured out. He felt
the need to conquer this one.
Next time they talked Tim tried to control her
feelings with conversation about certain things like family love, sex. He felt
powerful when he felt that he was controlling where peoples minds went. But
with this the independent ones it’s a rush, Tim didn’t know why he got off on
this but he did. Carmen was a little spit-fire, he thought, she was going to be
fun to play with and fun to look at. He never pursued sex with women. They
always found that attractive, he didn’t look at them like a piece of meat. What
they didn’t realize is that he was looking at them like an ATM and a warm
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