The Archangels Michael, Raphael and Gabriel were fresh off their last mission. Saving a man caught in a current in Bolivia, whom was just a farmer, but would one day, open a school for the disabled and relieve child’s pain and parent’s pain. They were exhausted and their clothes were torn.
“Hey Michael, stop thinking about our next save, we need some time off.” says Raphael.
“You know you don’t get tired, stop trying to be human!” Michael instructs.
“Yeah, but can you blame me...they get to sleep and fall in love and use their bodies for fun-” Raphael was saying and was cut off.
“And fear death their entire life, and then actually die and leave behind their bodies with which they had so much fun with!” Michael shouts with the breath of God.”
“And be nervous and get sick and have a mental illness, forget that, I don’t want to be human.” Gabriel says.
“Hey, Gabe.”
“Thanks for getting my back.” Michael says looking over his shoulder.
“I’m always here, aren’t I?” Gabriel fires back.
Michael is God’s right hand so he is the leader of the Angels but he has to be mind them, too.
“C’mon guys,let’s decide on our next mission. I agreed that it would be democratic.
Here’s what the Creator gave us.” Michael issues as the teacher. In their minds eye they could see country and event. There was a political activist in North Korea, a prisoner in Russia, an artist in the UK and a steel worker in Poland.
“Why is it always four, why not five or six?” Raphael asks.
“His methods are not to be questioned! What’s with you now? Always wanting to rebel. You know where that leads.” Michael stops before he goes on a rant.
“Just keeping you on your toes.” Raphael laughs.
“Whats your vote Gabe?” Michael asks.
“The prisoner in Russia, did you see his future?” Gabriel says.
“But the artist in the UK can change millions of lives for years to come. He just wants inspiration, that’s easy but we all have to be on board.”
“Easy, that sounds good, Mike.” Raphael says.
“Don’t, Mike, me, I’m mad at you.” Michael says.
“Real angel-like of you, MIKE.” Raphael is right and Michael knows it, but it’s not like him to react. “But the activist in North Korea would inspire generations with her act of defiance.”
“That’s true Raphael, that was my second choice, but she’ll be out done in ten years.” Michael says.
“She’ll still inspire.” Raphael says.
“I’ll go with the artist.” Gabriel says.
“Why are you always the first to side with Mike?” Raphael says.
“Why do you always go with the people against governments?” Michael asks Raphael who promptly shrinks in obedience. Raphael has a pet peeve with people in charge of other people. “C’mon guys we have to do this.”
“And what about the prisoner in Russia prepared to die, for his country,ultimately.” Raphael throws in a slow down comment. “We’ve got to consider them all, there’s a reason
we’re looking at them.”
“But we have to decide.” Michael is biting his bottom lip.
“I’ve got your back, Mike, whatever you decide is OK with me.” Gabe says. “I’ve going to make an impression come on a tortilla, I’ll be back.”
“Sacrifice your vote and there’s no complaining.” Michael shouts to Gabe as he flaps those wings. “Now, we only have to agree.” he says to Raphael..
“Oh, we’ll never get this done.” Raphael says.
“We will, too.” says Michael with the utmost confidence.
“OK” Raphael says.
“I still vote for the Artist.” Michael states.
“But what about the prisoner in Russia?” Raphael says feigning concern.
“You’re right he would boost the confidence of a nation in turmoil but he has to die, and he’s found peace in that. That’s impressive, to overcome instinct.” Michael says.
“And nobody has mentioned the steel worker, what about him? You said everyone is deserving.” Raphael says.
“Good point, Raphael, nobody mentioned him and we need to consider his case.” Michael says as Gabriel lands with a mad flapping of his wings.
“You still haven’t decided? Geez, I thought you’d be preparing to go.” Gabriel says with sweat on his brow.
“Not yet, I’m afraid. But now that you’re here we should finish this.” Michael says.
“He gave you his vote, what more do you need?” Raphael says.
“Compromise is the only way. Someone is going to have to compromise.” Michael says obviously focused, walking in a circle.
“But who?”Raphael says.
“Whom” Michael says.
“ OK, Dad!” Raphael shouts.
“C’mon guys,your problems are petty, put them aside.” Gabriel says. A couple whole minutes of silence went by.
“OK, I’ll compromise, I’ll vote for the political activist.” Michael bows to Raphael just to get this done.
“But what about the steel worker in Poland?” Gabriel says.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Thursday, January 23, 2014
The Visitor Chapter 7
But
still, the idea that she could convince Congress of the things that
are going to destroy the planet, ultimately, is a pretty far fetched
idea. So Nancy thought, but she would never tell her enthusiastic
friend because after all, maybe hearing it from someone from another
planet is just what needs to happen. And Nancy laughed inside when
she thought of it, a woman, no less. That was fantastic,she thought.
Being
newly divorced, Nancy was feeling her feminine power and loving it.
She was a strong woman and having no one to rely on has been a
blessing. And taking Sera in has been her best move since getting
divorced. She was happy again and was pretty enthusiastic herself
about watching her friend tackle a mostly male institution.
Sera
was beginning to feel. She was not supposed to be able to feel, not
in the human sense, but she was beginning to. And the first emotion
she felt was excitement. For the chance to effect an entire race of
life on a foreign planet excited her, she felt the weight of her
presence here. And the importance of every move she made. Nothing was
casual any more, everything took on a new importance. But this didn't
change the fact that she was unfamiliar the nuances of being human.
But she thought the ability to feel might help.
The
three course Vegetarian lunch that Nancy made was nearly done. She
made some berry tarts for dessert. With wheat flower and egg
whites,of course.
“Enjoy
lunch?” Nancy asked while Sera helped herself to a second tart.
With
her mouth full, “Oh, I'm sorry did you want this one?” a
considerate Sera said.
“You're
not so naïve when I get to know you.”Nancy said. “You just look
naïve, we'll have to change that with make-up. Don't get me wrong
you're a beautiful girl as it is, but a naive beautiful girl. Some
eye liner and a little shadow will fix that. Let's go, get up, we're
gonna fix this now. Just for practice and maybe you can learn to do
it yourself.”
Sera
reluctantly put down the tart and got up from the table to follow
Nancy. Nancy made herself like a fighter everyday, she could surely
make Sera look formitable.
They
got to Nancy
s
bedroom. She had pink carpet and white curtains with a valance of
satin. Her bed wasout of a magazine and looked like it had never been
slept in. The bedspread was beige and the satin reflected light,
softly. An abbreviated red canopy topped off the room. Candles burned
in the corners of the room and incense floated like low clouds
finding their own level about waist high. There was a vanity that
reflected the color of the room with a stool.
“Here,
here, sit on the stool and face the mirror.” Nancy said.
“OK,
alright” Sera obeyed not sure what to expect.
Your
curls are beautiful don't ever touch those, no dye, no nothing, just
condition it and do not use a blow-dryer! Now your eyes. We'll start
with eye-liner on the inside,not out, of the lid. It may be
uncomfortable at first, but whoever said that being pretty was easy.
And then some eye shadow to deepen your eyes and add mystery. Maybe a
touch of blush, and then maybe not, your cheek bones are high enough.
Now to do it. C'mere, she straddled Sera's right leg and grabbed her
jaw. She started, dragging the eye-liner pencil along the edge of
Sera's left eye. Then she rounded the upper lid. Nancy quickly
scratched her nose and repeated the process for the right. She
finished unmounted Sera's leg and spun the stool around and took a
step back. “Beautiful” she whispered to herself. No, were not
done now, to smoke your eyes. She pulled out a well worn mak-up
compact, opened it and re-mounted her leg and began wiping her eyelid
with grey-brown powder. Sera's eye were emphasized with the liner but
now they look like a fire at sunset. Nancy dropped the compact and
said, “Genius!”And walked to the back of the room and spun
around. If I was so inclined, I'd date you.
“What
do you think?!” Nancy asks.
“It
feels dirty but looks beautiful.” Sera said.
“The
eye shadow is easy, it's the eye-liner that's a bit tough,” Nancy
said.
“I
can do it, just not everyday.” Sera admits.
“Now,
you look a certain way, so you must act a certain way, you are the
best. The most beautiful, the most talented, the most intelligent.
People are lucky if they get to talk to you. Your chin is up. Your
chest is out. You're proud and strong.”
“OK,
got it, I'm the shit.” Sera said.
Laughing,”Where
did you get that?” Nancy said.
“Television,
it means the best right?” Sera said.
“We
gotta take you out!” Nancy said truly enjoying herself.
“Where
to?” Sera asked.
“To
the opera, c'mon let's go. I have tickets for tonight.” Nancy
said.”
“Seriously?”
Sera asked.
“As
a heart attack.” Nancy said. “Let's find you a gown.”
They
had four hours to leave for the Opera. Sera tried on gowns for an
hour, Nancy's wardrobe was that extensive. She settled on a turquoise
Vera Wang Nancy just had laying around. She looked stunning, at five
foot ten, she has a lot to show. 175Lbs. of confidence and sex
appeal. The naïve little girl was now a title bearing WOMAN. But can
she maintain it? Nancy will make sure she does. They got ready for
the Opera and left early. Nancy drove her striped, two tone Jeep
Cherokee.
“What's
wrong, you look uncomfortable.” Nancy said.
“It's
nothing.” Sera said.
“No,
it' never nothing! Tell me what is wrong.” Nancy demands.
“OK,
I didn't tell you but I'm having human feelings, that's not supposed
to happen. I felt excited about my mission earlier and now feelings
are rushing in like water.”
“Yeah,
and...” Nancy twirls her finger.
“And
from what I've read about feelings...I love you...I mean you take
such good care of me, you're awesome...I love you. Sera said.
“I
love you too sweetie.” Nancy spat out. Unprepared for such a
personal touch. She actually pushed the brake when the 'love you'
part came out. Nancy loved Sera like a sister. She figured Sera just
discovered the emotion.
They
went camping, to parks and libraries. Sera had to be reading a book
all the time. She was fascinated by Astronomy and flight but her true
love was biology. Learning the innards of life on this planet. She
wants to talk to Congress. Nancy will let her try and offer
assistance in any way.
They
did a lot of talking on the ride back, so the idea of Sera loving
Nancy wasn't a big deal. Sera was a virgin and knew not about carnal
desires. Sera's love was caring, encouraging, unconditional. No sex
to cloud the emotion. No co-dependency, just honest, pure,
unadulterated love. Nancy saw this and was taken back,at first, never
feeling that before. The car emanated Sera's emotion. She was like a
child on Christmas, completely consumed by this new emotion she
found.
“A
planet with love on it will fix itself., I think my mission has
changed.” Sera said.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
The Visitor Chapter 6
“Ya' know I was wondering why you
seemed so naïve.” Nancy said.
“Yes, I do suppose I'm a bit naïve.”
Sera responded.
“I've only been here for six
months.”
“How'd you learn Shotakovich so
quick?”
“Music is something that I was
programmed with, I guess,I can play anything I hear.” a humble Sera
said.
“Wow, you are amazing. And your
secret is safe with me.” Nancy said.
“Secret, I'm not supposed to be a
secret, we want you to know that there is life out in space, just
like we wanted to know, we feel it's important.” Sera said.
“Well, I'm not calling the media,
those hounds would have a field day.” Nancy said. For now, it's
just between you and I. So, what do you think of our little planet?”
“Having no point of reference I'd
say it's volatile. With the nuclear war threats from the middle east
and the hatred over different names for the creator, it's a bit
ridiculous. Most of you believe in one God, yet you bicker over how
to honor it.” Sera said as she dug into her Taboulie.
“You can't watch the news or read
the paper, all that is made to keep us scared so we keep buying,
spending money. Because if we don't spend money, the government
doesn't get their taxes and the officials don't get paid. In America,
sadly, the all mighty dollar reigns.” Nancy said as she took a bite
of french bread dipped in balsamic vinegar.
. “So, who can you trust?” Sera
asked.
“Really? Nobody.” Nancy said.
Sera was getting a look at America
through a successful woman's eyes, and it wasn't pretty or
harmonious. She thought it sad that the people did not enjoy where
they were living more, they did not know how fortunate they were to
not have sulfur shower three times a day or to have a sun that stayed
long enough to enjoy. Not all occupied planets are in the “Goldie
locks zone”. That perfect spot
where it hot enough for life but not
so hot it fries the surface and cool enough to have a winter but not
so cold everything turns to ice. The people of Earth don't know what
they have and according to reading many different sources, they are
destroying it with wanton disregard with their personal transporting
craft that emit carcinogens not only bad for the planet but bad for
them, as well. Causing lung problems in their children and even
affecting the animals, of which they seem to have no concern.
The one's at home were expecting more
advanced creatures than this. They expected to learn from them and
not need to help them because they are in such desperate need. The
best way Sera saw to help them was to remind them of what they have.
“What's with this global warming?”
Sera knew all about it but wanted to get a citizens opinion.
“That, I'm afraid is real. Years and
years of consuming crude oil from the Earth and the emissions that
come from our cars from that oil are creating pollutants that are
caught inside our atmosphere, heating up the planet, melting the
polar ice caps, killing of species that depend on the ice caps. It's
really quite disgusting. It took a vice-president, to risk his
reputation, and produce a film explaining how it works, for people to
finally get on board. To believe, sorry, I forgot, slang.
“Now this, I can help with.” Sera
said.
“And how do you intend to do that?”
Nancy said.
“Speak to the people in charge, of
course.” Sera said casually.
“You mean the president?” Nancy
said a little taken back.
“No, I've only been here six months
and I know that the president doesn't run the United States, Congress
does.”Sera said.
“So you intend on talking to
Congress?” Nancy said in a disbelieving tone.
“Exactly.” Sera said satisfied.”I
just have to figure a way to introduce the fact that I'm from another
planet, and I want to talk to them about all the wars their involved
in, directly and indirectly. This country is misguided by human greed
and if you don't change soon, you along with the rest of the world
will be in big trouble.”
“It's a tall order but I'm behind
you all the way.” Nancy said.
“Somehow I knew you would be.”Sera
said.
“But you cannot come off as naive,
they'll eat you alive.” Nancy added.
Sera started studying the legislative
process. Her ”human mind” was a bit more efficient than the
average. She could assimilate information from a book just by
flipping through every
page a couple times. She doesn't need to spend time reading when her
time could be spent elsewhere.
She scheduled some time with her local Congressman just so he was
familiar with her. Nancy taught her slang and figures of speech,
to overcome her naivete. And took her through rough neighborhoods and
introduced her to some of her friends that lived there so she could
have practice hearing slang and knowing whats going on. Figures of
speech she could learn from television, even though she really didn't
understand it, or enjoy it.
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“Yes, it's not everyday when your
friend tells you they are from outer space. Don't talk anymore in
here, let's go.” Nancy said.
They got outside and started walking
down states street, coffee in hand.
“Do I have questions for you!”
Nancy said amazing not scared or freaked out at all which surprised
Sera.
“You responded commendably. I
expected disbelief, horror and then questions. You skipped over the
most uncomfortable parts, thank you, I appreciate it.” a meek Sera
said.
“Well, I reserve the right to
respond with disbelief, I think I'm just in shock.” Nancy said “OK,
how human are you?”
“As human as you but I don't feel
emotion like you, I'm here for a purpose.” Sera said.
“OK,how do you feel emotion and why
are you here?” a curios Nancy asked.
“I notice emotion,so I'm not
constantly being rude.” Sera said.
“Wow, I wish I could not feel
emotion sometimes, like during my divorce.”? Nancy said.
“Don't say that, emotion I've
noticed, is what makes you human. Although from reading the newspaper
it doesn't seem like all of you have that proclivity.” Sera said.
“There is so much violence in the world, and dislike and flat out
hate. But it's nice here, you don't seem to live that lifestyle.”
“That's because of something else we
humans have, and that's choice.”Nancy said.”I chose to educate
myself so I could be a productive member of society.”
“Wow, this drink gives you energy.”
Sera said
“You mean you've never had
coffee?”Nancy exclaimed.”Hey, you never said why you were here.”
Nancy said as she pressed the 'walk' button at the crosswalk.
“Well,let's wait until we get to the
car.”Sera declares.
“OK I'm sure that's sensitive
information.”Nancy said, Sera didn't say any thing until they were
back at the car.
“Beautiful day.” Sera said.
“Yeah, that's part of the deal when
you move to Santa Barbara, no bad days.” Nancy laughs and Sera
follows suit. Let's go home and have lunch. They drove home in
relative silence, Nancy saving her questions for a time when she
could devote her entire attention to Sera. They winded their way up
the hill toward Nancy's home and into the circle drive and they were
home.
They came in the house and made their
way to the kitchen where Nancy began making lunch.
“Now that I know that you're from
outer space I can ask you what you really want for lunch and not just
assume that you like what all Earth people like.
“Well,I don't like the idea of
killing animals for food.” Sera said.
“Then you're a vegetarian.” Nancy
announced.
“A, what?”Sera said.
“Someone who only eats vegetables
and doesn't believe in the destruction of animals to sustain
ourselves is called a Vegetarian.”Nancy informs.
“OK, thank you,may I say again, that
you are taking this very well, do you really believe me?”
“Oh, sure, I guess I'm just lonely
and don't want to lose you. And plus I can take you places and you
fit right into my life. That's more than I can say for my husband.”
Nancy said. “You're my best friend.”
“Why, thank you.” Sera said.
“Well, I just happened to take a
class in Vegetarian cooking, so get ready, have you had Taboulie?”
“No, I cannot taste, like you can, I
eat strictly for sustenance.”
“Wow, that's a bummer.” Nancy
says.
“And slang escapes me, you'll have
to explain.” Sera said
“A bummer is an unfortunate event.
That's all, no tragedy.” Sophie finished preparing the food and
came and sat down across from Sera, looking directly into her eyes.
“OK, you're an alien, you haven't
told me why you are here and how you got here.”
. “I'm here to observe and help if
necessary, I came here in a pod, a seed pod. I landed in the ocean,
washed up on shore and bloomed into what you see before you, all in a
night.” Sera said.
“So no space ship, no little green
men?” Nancy asked.
“No, sorry, I'm not technically from
my planet, I'm a probe, something sent out into deep space to find
life.” Sera said.
“We do that too, but we don't put
anything live on board, just cameras.” Nancy said.
The Visitor Chapter 4
“Here.”Sera said.
“Here, Santa Barbara?” Nancy
asked
“Yes, right from the ocean.” Sera
said. Nancy giggled.
“OK, Sera.”Nancy said
disbelieving.
But she was not lying, the seed she
came from fell to Earth, landing in the Pacific and drifted, lonely,
until it found the shore of Santa Barbara. When she burst from the
seed in human form she immediately took on the characteristics of
the natives. Her seed was the quickest gestation period man had ever
missed. She came with knowledge but not with social graces and
etiquette, but she was a quick learner. The initial part of her
programming was to survive which she does as if it were human
instinct. The next was to help using ways and philoNancys from her
home, that were slowly coming to her through meditation.
Nancy and Sera got up from the
lacquered piano bench and went into Nancy's room to dress, Sera not
having any clothes. Nancy got a Sarong and a colorful linen blouse
for Sera and sprayed perfume on her, which was a new experience. They
were like old girlfriends. They prepared for a day out with a
parasol, a wicker bag with food and a camera to document the
experience.
“Raedy?”Nancy asked.
“Yep.” Sera said.
“Then let's go.” an excited Nancy
said. Nancy hadn't had anyone to hang out with since the divorce and
it was great fun for her to have a girlfriend. They pulled out of the
circular driveway and weaved their way down the hill toward State st.
to the Santa Barbara Museum of Art. Within minutes they were there,
Nancy prepping Sera for what she was going to see. When they arrived
Nancy was greeted with a hug from the curator and Sera was already
lost in the bronze horse by Remington.
“Hello!”Nancy said. They fake kiss
each other on the cheek.
“I trust you are well.”the curator
said.
“Oh, very, and I have a friend I'd
like you to meet,she's a musician, darling Sera!” Nancy calls.
“Oh, yes, hello.” Sera said in a
shy manner.
“May we look?” Nancy asked.
“Please, be my guest” the curator
said then disappears.
“I can't believe these were made by
human hands.”Sera comments.
“They're amazing aren't they.”Nancy
concurs.
They spent about an hour browsing
through the Art, walked across the street to the cafe. As they were
crossing a group of men in a car pass and make obscene comments
toward them. Sera was confused and asked if that always happens.
“More than I care to remember.”Nancy said. Then in the coffee
shop people were jockeying for the best spot in line, not paying
attention to the little old lady trying to purchase a coffee cup.
Nancy and Sera just waited for them all to calm down. They got their
coffee cup and sat down to chat.
“Like your Joe?” Nancy said. Sera
looked perplexed.”Is your coffee good?”
“Yes,yes, it's great.”Sera said.
“I've been noticing something about
you.” Nancy starts. “You're not from around here are you? You can
tell me.”
“Are you sure?” Sera is
apprehensive.
“Absolutely.” Nancy answers.
“Well, OK, I'm not from your city,
state, or even country...I'm from outer space.” Sera finished. And
there was silence as Nancy processed what was just said.”Nancy are
you OK?”
The Visitor Chapter 3
Sera spent a lot of time meditating, it
helped her contact her home. Everyone thought she was peculiar
because she was not from here. Not the neighborhood, or state, or
country but the planet. She only discovered this about herself when
her Buddhist friend introduced her to meditation. Then she was able
to recover lost bits of her memory. And her recurring dreams finally
made sense.
Sera didn't grow up here, she sprouted
from a seed. A seed that floated through outer space until getting
caught in Earth's pull, careened into the Pacific and washed up on
the shore of Santa Barbara. She sprouted into a full grown woman.
Avoiding all the pains of adolescence. And Janie and Bob found her
one evening wandering near the pier at practically dawn. Janie and
Bob tool her back to their home and clothed the naked Sera and gave
her a bed. Sera never told Janie where she was from and she never
asked. Janie and Bob consumed a lot of alcohol and were in party mode
most days.
Sera demonstrated phenomenal
musicianship with Bob's guitar and he got Sera a job teaching string
instruments at the local junior college. But then a man offered her a
job to teaching his five year-old piano and she has been freelance
ever since. Getting jobs mostly through word-of-mouth.
When Nancy came home from work at
lunch, Sera had already taken a shower and was wearing some of
Nancy's clothes. She had on a Serape and a Kimono she found at the
back of the closet. Nancy was amused at her choice of clothing.
“You like being comfortable, don't
you. You know that Kimono is from Japan and the scenes are hand
painted?” Nancy explained.
“Oh, I'm sorry, do you want me to
take it off?”Sera asked.
“No, no, I hardly wear it-I actually
forgot it was in there, someone should get some use out of it.”Nancy
said.
“Well, thank you.” Sera said.
“Did you have a good morning?”
Nancy asked to see how she occupied herself. “You're so pale, you
don't get much sun,do you?” she finished.
“Your garden is lovely, do you care
for it?” Sera asked.
“No, I hire a man, who is great,
he's Hispanic and his name is Raul, he comes twice a week.” Nancy
informs.
The house looked just as Nancy left
it. A bit nicer, actually. And Sera did no work.
“The house looks great!” Nancy
remarked.
“Let me put on some sweats and will
you show me how you play Shostakovich?” Nancy asks.
“It would be my pleasure.” Sera
said.
Nancy went upstairs to change and Sera
went into meditation mode. Something she does before she teaches. She
practices transcendental meditation,she lets all her thoughts fly
through her head until there there is nothing left but a quiet mind.
With practice she has been able to achieve peace quickly then she
thinks of what she is about to do. She may be not of this world but
she inhabits a human body with a human mind and has to cope with the
same challenges everyone does. Distraction, focus and rogue thoughts,
there to take your entire mind away.
“OK, I'm ready for my lesson,
instead of you paying rent or contributing to the household in some
way, you can just give me lessons. Deal? Nancy said.
“Deal.” Sera agreed.
Music was a talent programmed into
Sera upon her release into space. Her job was to find life elsewhere
in the universe. She had been traveling for light years. Being a
seed, she had it inside her to assimilate into whatever situation she
found. When she was released into space, she wasn't even a she yet.
She was an embryo,a spark,a particle. A mutate-able gene ready for
any environment. Coming to Earth and being a woman was a chance
encounter. She had been here for six months and just recently
realized that she was not from here.
Sera was in teaching mode and it just
came natural but her eyes were focused on the Art Nancy had
collected. She was most fond of Basquiat. She liked the coloring of
the skull. But she also had Some Pencil drawings from Dali that Sera
recognized from books. When they took a break, Sera inquired about
the Art.
“Oh, my husband wanted to invest in
some Art but knew nothing about it. So, I helped chose pieces to buy.
Which one is your favorite?” Nancy asked.
“I really like Basquiat because of
how he came up but the St. Michael,by...is that Guido Reni?” Sera
is surprised to see such a famous painting outside of a religious
institution.”
“No, that's a forgery, a very good
forgery but a forgery nonetheless. Their collectable ya' know, good
forgeries, there are some people that only collect them.” Nancy
explained.
“Is that Boticelli''s St.
Michael?”Sera is excited.
“Are you kidding, sitting out in the
in the open?” Nancy exclaimed
“It's a high quality print.” Nancy
throws water on an excited Sera.
“And Raphael, I know Raphael when I
see him, what's with all the St, Michael paintings?”Sera asked.
“Ya' wanna guess my ex-husbands name
was?” Nancy asked rhetorically.
“Oh,I see.” Sera admitted.
“You seem to like Art, would you
like to go to a gallery?” Nancy offered.“There's one down on
State st. where I know the curator because we were always looking for
new Art to buy, we could get in and be left alone to browse.” Nancy
said. “Then we could get some lunch,or lunch before. Ya' know I've
never asked you this before,” Nancy puts her elbow on the piano and
props up her head with hand. Where are you from?”
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Good, you're awake. I didn't know what I
was going to do with this tray if you weren't, I almost dropped it
three times coming up here.” Nancy said.
“Oh, thank you, you shouldn't have.”
Sera replied, still with sleep in her eyes.
“Actually, I should, you weren't
being treated right last night, and I know you didn't notice, but I
did...alcohol makes people stupid, that's why I don't drink and I
noticed you don't either. Your friend left you because her boyfriend
had a lot, too much, and he was making an ass out of himself. I'm
sorry, I hope you didn't mind sleeping here.”
“No, no, I slept great, this bed is
very comfortable.”Sera said.
“I thought about it last night and
you could stay here if you want, I'm divorced and have this whole
house to myself. Just me and my pets” Nancy said.
“But what about Janie?” Sera said
showing loyalty.
“What about you? She didn't think
about that last night.” Nancy said.
“You could play the piano all that
you want.” Nancy was trying to entice her. She really did not like
living alone.
“Only if I wouldn't be crowding
you.” a concerned Sera said.
“Crowd me? I have three floors and
six bedrooms, no, you won't be crowding me.”Nancy answered.
“Well, OK, Janie's is a little
crowded.” Sera agreed.
Later Janie called to see if Sera was
OK. Nancy read her the riot act for leaving the poor girl in an
unfamiliar place when she new in town. And then explained that Sera
would be staying at her house from now on. Janie sounded relieved and
that made Nancy more upset. Was she putting herself out by helping
another human being? Nancy was disgusted.
Nancy was a real estate broker and had
a lawyer husband, the pair worked good together, but home life did
not work so well. She got the palatial mansion in the divorce
settlement. She found the house, she set up the buy, and she dealt
with escrow but her husband, being a lawyer, made more money than her
on paper. But if you count the properties Nancy owned, they were
equal. In court, her husbands territory, the judge was convinced that
he was the sole bread winner in the relationship. But she didn't go
down without a fight. She hired the best lawyer in town, and being
that this is California he had to split that sole bread winning in
half, but Nancy just wanted the property. She had her own money. They
didn't have any children, Nancy was thankful for that. So, having
Sera, who was impeccably dressed in a off-white satin ball gown with
complementing accoutrements, wold be a welcome addition.
The next morning Sera was up early
making breakfast for Nancy. The coffee woke her up.
“Oh, you don't need to do that.”
Nancy said.
“Yes, I do, after all that you've
done for me.”Sera said loudly as she turned an omlette in the pan.
“Wow, you play piano, and you cook,
you're gonna fit right in here.” Nancy said.
“Have some coffee, I just brewed
it.” Sera said.
“Actually the coffee maker is just
for company, I use a coffee press.” Nancy said.
“Oh, I didn't know.” Sera said.
“And how would you, you were doing
me a favor, I see that and I appreciate it. You got the house
smelling like coffee. That's good.” Nancy didn't want Sera thinking
that she wasn't appreciated because she was, not even her husband
cooked breakfast for her.
Breakfast was served on clean white
china rimmed in gold. The table was glass with a thin white muslin
cover. They sat across from each other sipping orange juice,
energizing for the day.
“Those people are not your friends.”
Nancy said.“They probably helped you because they knew it was
right, but it wasn't from their heart”
“Oh, yeah. How do you know?”Sera
asked
“Thirty years of observing people,
that's how. Do you have a boyfriend?...Or a girlfriend?” Nancy
asked as she stabbed a piece of omlette.
“You mean a romantic relationship?”
Sera asked.
“Yes.” Nancy said.
“Well, no, I haven't figure that out
yet.” Sera said as she reached for her OJ.
“Good, I'm mad at men right now and
don't want to see any of them.” Nancy explained.
“How long will you be mad?” the
innocent Sera asked. Nancy leaned toward her as if she was telling a
secret.
“Maybe forever.” Nancy chuckled
while she grabbed her napkin to wipe her mouth.
“So, what do you do?”Nancy asked.
“I teach music.” Sera said.
“Oh, yeah, where?” Nancy said.
“Wherever the job takes me.” Sera
answered and was uplifted.
“Seems like you enjoy it” Nancy
said.
“Very much.” Sera said completely
ignoring her food, totally focused on the conversation.
“Look, I gotta go, I'm showing a
house this morning, oh, yeah, I am a real estate agent. I didn't see
a car outside, do you need a ride? Or anything?” Nancy said as she
got up from the table and started gathering her things.
“No, no work today, and I'm fine.
Thank you.” Sera said.
“Help yourself to anything you want
to eat and play the piano to your hearts content, shower, there's
clothes in my closet, help yourself to those, I should be back for
lunch. Take care.” and Nancy was out the door.She wore a pants suit
and was the epitome of professionalism Nancy was a driven woman, and
when she had a feeling she went with it. She had a feeling with Sera.
Her feeling with Sera was right on, Sera was not like other people at
all. She did not have an ounce of greed in her. She was truly a
special person.
The Visitor Chapter 1
Sera came to the party, invited by her
dear friend Janie, but didn't quite know what to do. Not having many
experiences with parties. She had the look of a 'babe in the woods'
or 'a deer caught in the headlights'. She was new in town, coming
from a place far, far away. She was a peculiar woman that not many
people knew anything about except Janie, and she didn't know all that
much. Sera had child-bearing hips, blonde curls like Aphrodite and
lips like Nefertiti. She attracted mature men. But she was not
interested. She was focused on the flora of the home that was
decorated so beautifully. And the critters for whom the hosts shared
their abode with. They had three dogs and two cats. The cats would
not leave Sera alone. They saw her as a kindred spirit, the dogs were
leery of her but did not bark. They just kept an eye on her, as if
she was going to explode into another animal. But Sera learned quick
by observing others and followed suit. She eventually made the rounds
and caught up with the hostess.
“Are you having a good time?” she
asked.
”Yes, wonderful, I love your home.”
Sera said
.”Thank you, we do too.” She
said.“And who'd you come with?” she asked.'
“I came with Janie, I'm sorry I
haven't been to many parties.” Sera said.
“That's alright, just make yourself
at home.” the hostess said,”And my name is Sohpie.”
“Thank you, Sophie.” Sera said.
Sera found the white baby grand piano
that she saw when she entered the foyer upon arriving, and sat down
to play. She started playing Shostakovich's symphony #5. She only
meant to hear if the piano was in tune. It was and she got carried
away. People from the party heard the haunting tune and went to see
whom was playing. Sera was consumed with the music and didn't even
notice. She had her head down and hands pushing down on the keys like
she was part of the instrument. The crowd gathered in the doorway,
with their Bloody Mary's, Martini's and Whiskey Sour's. The crowd
leaned on each other, intoxicated by the notes emanating from the
thick cords inside the piano. And intoxicated by their drinks. They
were holding each other up, saving one another from the humiliating
feat of falling down. But Sera was sober as a monk, getting drunk off
flowing music she was creating. The crowd applauded when she was
finished, everyone was there except for Sophie who was trying to
clean up as the party went on, and a few new couples that were
getting acquainted with the aid of Champagne.
The party went long into the night and
whispers started going around that Sera was eccentric. Fueled, no
doubt, by Janie's drunken lips. A small group of people were taking
turns talking to her, each time prying a little deeper, then
reporting back to the group with their information. Sera's naivete
protected her from the pain of realizing what was going on. And her
naivete kept her disengaged from the group. She was riding home with
Janie, to her boyfriend Bob's house and was growing tired of the
party.
“Are you OK?” a tipsy Janie asked.
“Yeah, just getting tired.” Sera
replied.
“We won't be much longer.” Janie
said, fighting not to slur her words.
“That's fine.” the ever gracious
Sera said
After Janie walked away, Sophie
approached Sera.
“You really tickle the ivories
nicely.” Sophie said. Sera looked puzzled. “You play piano
fantastically. Look, I overheard you telling Janie you were tired, we
have a room upstairs where you can lay down, if you like.” a
gracious Sophie said.
“Yes, I would like that.” Sera
replied.
“Follow me.” said Sophie,
abandoning the party for a minute.
“I studied piano since I was 7 years
old and I cannot play Shostakovich like that, you'll have to show me
sometime.” Sophie said as they mounted the arched stairwell going
to the second of three floors in the house. They gabbed about music
while walking Sera to the room.
“This is it.” Sophie said, “Like
I said before, make yourself at home. There's a bathroom over there.”
Sophie pointed to the far corner of the large room. “And use the
covers if you want, we have a housekeeper.”
Sera woke the next morning still in
Sophie's bed. She didn't know what happened to Janie. Just as she
woke up Sophie entered the bedroom with a breakfast tray
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
The cost of materialism
It seems, in this country, that the strive for substance has fallen by the way-side in place of monetary gain. We have more pride in our bank account than we do the work that we do as human beings, or does anyone remember working for humanity? That was the ‘60s. Making the world a better place for the next generation. Our children will inherit the mess we’ve created or the the investments we make. It’s our choice.
But the media ie., music, television, and movies rarely carry a message of hope or help. Instead they focus on re-hashed concepts from past successes. Ideas have NOT dried up. The nepotism in media is killing creativity. Promoting a singer into acting or an actor into a painter. The cult of celebrity is this nepotism. We can’t get enough of a certain celebrity and sacrifice new artists whom are probably better than the celebrity at the new fame that they’ve been given. Fresh faces don’t seem to be welcome anymore. Imagine passing up an Andy Warhol or a Jimi Hendix, it’s inconceivable.
The best artists, these days, reside underground. Disenfranchised with the politics of mainstream, and big money, enterprises. Recording contracts that dictate what you say in your lyrics, publishing contracts that include a heavy-handed editor. There does not seem to be a venue for true art anymore. Hard core political hip hop artists cannot, and does not even want, the big deals more impotent artist get. What happened to change? If you don’t promote the status quo you cannot find someone to help you get your art made, so there is no other choice than to go underground and sell your art out of the back of a car.
Monetary drive is a sickness that is bringing down the soul of this country. It’s almost if we have no soul already. We will be playing catch-up if we care to change our ways. If we don’t then we’re on the right path to a substance-less existence. And our children will learn to despise us for GOOD reasons. We sold them out almost from the womb. We teach dollar-worship to kids without even thinking about it. Actions speak louder than words and when you come home from work and don’t want to do anything that enriches your life, that shows kids that all that matters is the quest for cash.
How many diamonds do you need before you look into how you really got them. It’s not a pretty picture but unfortunately, it’s the way of this country. Find resources that are marketable, go to the country with these resources and offer them products that we make in return for mineral rights. We come out on top on both sides, and the country that we use, is left with nothing. It’s happened more than once and diamonds are acquired this way. Gold is raped from South America and we have the nerve to make a TV show out of it. It’s disgusting the way we behave, no wonder so many other countries hate us. Our allies must secretly resent us for being top dog and never sharing the bone. This country has no conscience, no care for others and no thought to what making money has turned us into. You don’t want to immigrate to this country for religious freedom as it was founded on. Immigrants come to this country for the opportunity to make more money to support their families. At least immigrants come with spirituality from their home. Because they won’t find any here.
Mink coats, fast cars, Mansions. These are the goals taught to us. Acceptable goals. Celebrated goals. But where does there exist room for persona growth? Becoming a better human being, treating your fellows the way that you’d treat yourself. This country can take a lesson form the Buddhists in China. Learning to be happy material-less, finding peace inside themselves. Even ridding themselves of materialism in every way, yet accepting those who are. The US has nothing to do with ‘us’. It is all a play ground for those at the top, manipulating those below them to provide for a luxurious lifestyle for them and their family. They're plastic people, on the inside, and have too much power that they dont' even know, to them it's just a job, to us, it's just life. A stroke of a pen can change the day-to-day lives of hundreds of thousands of people. A stroke of the pen done at closing time as an afterthought. This must change. Getting to the point we're at was an inside job and I'm afraid that right now the room is crowded.
But the media ie., music, television, and movies rarely carry a message of hope or help. Instead they focus on re-hashed concepts from past successes. Ideas have NOT dried up. The nepotism in media is killing creativity. Promoting a singer into acting or an actor into a painter. The cult of celebrity is this nepotism. We can’t get enough of a certain celebrity and sacrifice new artists whom are probably better than the celebrity at the new fame that they’ve been given. Fresh faces don’t seem to be welcome anymore. Imagine passing up an Andy Warhol or a Jimi Hendix, it’s inconceivable.
The best artists, these days, reside underground. Disenfranchised with the politics of mainstream, and big money, enterprises. Recording contracts that dictate what you say in your lyrics, publishing contracts that include a heavy-handed editor. There does not seem to be a venue for true art anymore. Hard core political hip hop artists cannot, and does not even want, the big deals more impotent artist get. What happened to change? If you don’t promote the status quo you cannot find someone to help you get your art made, so there is no other choice than to go underground and sell your art out of the back of a car.
Monetary drive is a sickness that is bringing down the soul of this country. It’s almost if we have no soul already. We will be playing catch-up if we care to change our ways. If we don’t then we’re on the right path to a substance-less existence. And our children will learn to despise us for GOOD reasons. We sold them out almost from the womb. We teach dollar-worship to kids without even thinking about it. Actions speak louder than words and when you come home from work and don’t want to do anything that enriches your life, that shows kids that all that matters is the quest for cash.
How many diamonds do you need before you look into how you really got them. It’s not a pretty picture but unfortunately, it’s the way of this country. Find resources that are marketable, go to the country with these resources and offer them products that we make in return for mineral rights. We come out on top on both sides, and the country that we use, is left with nothing. It’s happened more than once and diamonds are acquired this way. Gold is raped from South America and we have the nerve to make a TV show out of it. It’s disgusting the way we behave, no wonder so many other countries hate us. Our allies must secretly resent us for being top dog and never sharing the bone. This country has no conscience, no care for others and no thought to what making money has turned us into. You don’t want to immigrate to this country for religious freedom as it was founded on. Immigrants come to this country for the opportunity to make more money to support their families. At least immigrants come with spirituality from their home. Because they won’t find any here.
Mink coats, fast cars, Mansions. These are the goals taught to us. Acceptable goals. Celebrated goals. But where does there exist room for persona growth? Becoming a better human being, treating your fellows the way that you’d treat yourself. This country can take a lesson form the Buddhists in China. Learning to be happy material-less, finding peace inside themselves. Even ridding themselves of materialism in every way, yet accepting those who are. The US has nothing to do with ‘us’. It is all a play ground for those at the top, manipulating those below them to provide for a luxurious lifestyle for them and their family. They're plastic people, on the inside, and have too much power that they dont' even know, to them it's just a job, to us, it's just life. A stroke of a pen can change the day-to-day lives of hundreds of thousands of people. A stroke of the pen done at closing time as an afterthought. This must change. Getting to the point we're at was an inside job and I'm afraid that right now the room is crowded.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
On love
Love
is a curious emotion only felt by humans, as far as we know. It
stings, bruises, even breaks. It all depends on how honest you are to
it. Floating on the love cloud, while comfortable as all hell, is
destined to lead you astray if you don't drag, at least one foot, on
the ground. I don't know if I ever want that feeling again. It can be
all-consuming, as it did me, but I was young then and had never had
an experience like that before. But at the time I would have sold out
my own family for it, and eventually did.
It
is the highest high, the most potent pain reliever known to man.
Grown men give up fortunes for, what they think is it, but instead is
actually sex. As many romantic comedies as we watch, you'd think we'd
have a handle on what love is, but I beg to differ. Men are visual
and are handicapped when it comes to knowing what love is, because it
has nothing to do with what a person looks like. With women, what
someone say to her is more potent than the visual, which is terribly
shallow. But ladies, love is not en capsuled in a phrase.Words are
just words and if thought about can be used to manipulate, which you
ladies are always at risk for.
Long
marriages aren't necessarily based on love, as one would think, they
usually are kept going by one partner submitting completely to the
other. True love rarely lasts because life happens. People are drawn
away from each other by work or family or tragedy. Love is a wet bar
of soap, elusive, as it should be. A high that good couldn't be easy
to catch, that might lead to peace on Earth.
It's
funny to see “celebrities” pair up. It's as if they were told to
by a fashion designer. Destined to fail. But all true love is
destined to fail.
To
put it in a nut shell, loving someone is wanting the best for them
even if it doesn't include you. Needing to have them is a poor excuse
for love because it's selfish. Love is definitely not selfish. It is
the antithesis of selfishness. Love is about service.
I have had the fortunate opportunity to experience, what I see as
pure love, twice in my life. Both times we were two ships passing in
the night, but we saw eye to eye and cared for each others
well-being. With only one did we vocalize our feelings for each
other. It was during a good-bye hug. I did not weep until later after
I realized what just happened. I kept in touch with her and continue
to keep in touch to this very day.
We
can truly love each other. Everyone. But not throw those words around
as a complimentary gratuity. They're meaning can bring life or kill.
But if we as a species can honestly want the best for each other we
will survive but until we can we are at risk of peril. I believe that
it is possible, but I've been known to be a dreamer.
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